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Fallen Angel
03:55
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FALLEN ANGEL
written by: Jerry Howard / Chris Howard
Fallen angels are so free
Fallen angels are so sweet to me
So fall...
I want you to be my girl
I like the way you kneel and pray
I want you to be warm and free
I’d love to see you turn away
I have fallen just like you
I have lost all my faith too
I have lost all my beauty
I have lost all I want to
Fallen angels are so free
Fallen angels are so sweet to me
So fall...
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2. |
Finish Me
05:20
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FINISH ME
written by: Chris Howard
When she dies dark place is what she finds
No more pain hoping she won’t rise again
Resting in security, don’t take this away...
Don’t let me be, don’t let me be
I once was lost but now I’m found
Your holy man has awakened me
I know he’s not done getting off on killing me
Finish me - don’t let me be, don’t let me be
Dead again, forcing out the life left within
No more fears - relishing in the nothingness
Every sign of life now gone, don’t take this away...
Don’t let me be, don’t let me be
I once was blind but now I see
Exactly what you’re doing to me
Barely alive in this world - filled with you
Filled with you
Finish me - don’t let me be, don’t let me be
Home alone in this beautiful place
She calls her own
No more hate - fighting to stay in this lonely place
Binded in tranquility, don’t take this away...
Don’t let me be, don’t let me be
Finish me
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Rag Doll's Eyes
05:13
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RAG DOLL’S EYES
written by: Chris Howard
Distant, knowing, baby-blue eyes
Have seen too much
Rag doll lies for hours
Frozen by it’s loving touch
Limp-arm, restrained and twisted
Smothered beneath her weight
Constant opened eyes
But she’s still half alive
I don’t want her to come back
And feel the hungry emptiness inside
Four feet tall, paralyzed
I’m huddled against the wall
Too many times I’ve come back to life
To relive my death again
Reborn to find red roses
Splattered across the floor
Ruby ribbons in golden hair
Are pouring down her little face
Eyes stained with fear, forever haunting me
With her hollow stare
Twitching, breathing
Home-sweet-home sign gracing the wall
Calm and alone, far from here
Feels nothing at all
Power-trip, insane
Piercing eyes of it won’t see
His empty chest, can’t eat
But he’s still half alive
If I could feel my legs again
I’d try to take him down with me
Looking in her eyes
I know the place she’s laid to rest
Seems like you’re done, think it’s all over
‘Till you awake in pain
You’re reborn to find red roses
Splattered across the floor
Ruby ribbons in golden hair
Are pouring down her little face
Eyes stained with fear, forever haunting me
With her hollow stare
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I WANT ANOTHER
written by: Jerry Howard / Chris Howard
Life is so good, life
So much happiness
I want another
Life, so much joy, life
So beautiful
I want another
There’s so little pain in the world
Nothing ever goes wrong
I want another
I want another and another, another, another...
So deal with it
So live with it
But I have always wanted one
And I have so much love to give
I want another
Holding you in my arms now screaming
Ripped from the womb
I want another
Life is so good, life
So much happiness
I want another
Do you think they will survive
Or want to be alive?
I want another
I want another and another, another, another...
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5. |
Lullaby
02:17
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LULLABYE
written by: Jerry Howard / Chris Howard / Jules Alcouffe
Dream crying baby, dream tonight
Dream crying baby, dream while you can
When you wake all you’ll find
Is a nightmare in your eyes
So dream...
Poor little baby; dream, dream, dream...
Dream crying baby, dream tonight
Dream crying baby, dream while you can
In time you will find
There is nowhere left to hide
So dream...
Poor little baby, why are you here?
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6. |
I Love/Hate You
04:15
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I LOVE/HATE YOU
written by: Chris Howard / Jerry Howard
I want you
You’re skipping around laughing like a clown
Your happiness brings me down, why do you dance
Why do you glow, don’t you know, don’t you see
What's happened to me
I hate your innocence
I hate your ignorance
I hate your faithfulness
I love/hate you
I hate missing being like you
I hate my interest in you
I love/hate you
Didn’t you tell me the truth when you lied
But you believed it’s the truth
It’s a lie that’s true to you
You’re such a fool with all your rules
Everything that’s right to you is wrong
Everything that’s bad to you is good
(Chorus)
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7. |
Enemy Mind
03:40
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ENEMY MIND
written by: Chris Howard
Plastic people telling me who to be
Picking through the trash they throw at me
I’m searching for the truth
Your mind is your worst enemy
The more you look, the more you find
That it’s plain to see
Your mind is your worst enemy
You can’t escape, you can’t erase
What’s inside of me
But I want to know
I have to know
I need to grow
Plastic people play their games with me
Picking through the trash they throw at me
I’m searching for the truth
Your mind is your worst enemy
The pain you feel, the pain you seek
Is what sets you free
Your mind is your worst enemy
Fear of the truth, fear to be blind
One more irony
But I want to know
I have to know
I need to grow
Plastic people always fucking with me
Picking through the trash they throw at me
I’m searching for the truth
Your mind is your worst enemy
Reality is the same thing
As insanity
Your mind is your worst enemy
You fight hard to get through
What they don’t want you to see
But I want to know
I have to know
I need to grow
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8. |
Fuck You
04:08
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FUCK YOU
written by: Jules Alcouffe
So you think you’re so much older
And you think this can last
All the things that can hurt you
Are dead deep in the past
You’re part of the art world baby
You are oh so cool
You keep your ghost stained and planted
God you’re such a fool... fuck you.
Bet you don’t feel like a two ton Jesus
With me on your back
This beat is enough to make war
You bitch this will last
You make me feel
Like a four leaf clover
When you don’t play by the rules
This bruised and battered body
Will fight back
And I’m gonna push you
Until you’re gonna crack hard
Like a stone through a plate of glass
You’d wish you were dead
Too bad this is all I ask...
I’m gonna take back what’s mine
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9. |
Instrumental
02:50
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Drinking Problem
All is wrong when all is well
In life or death it seems
And I get lost trying to figure it out
By shattering everything
At the party & at the club
I need another drink
Dinner, dancing, Hollywood
I need a fucking drink
I know that I'll never see the day
When I can reach the end
I go so far only to find
I need to start all over again
On the road or bored at home
I need another drink
Happy, sad, in love & hate
I need a fucking drink
All is wrong when all is well
In life or death it seems
And I get lost trying to figure it out
By shattering everything
At the party & at the club
I need another drink
Dinner, dancing, Hollywood
I need a fucking drink
I know that I'll never see the day
When I can reach the end
I go so far only to find
I need to start all over again
On the road or bored at home
I need another drink
Happy, sad, in love & hate
I need a fucking drink
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My Control Isn't Mine
Speaking with words so cold
She's silent & oh so scared
Flinching as he said'
"You'll stay with me"
Lullaby's tell everything
You should ever know
Lullaby's show everything
Everything so cold
Fighting attack, yet I'm falling back
I'm going back to hell
Panic attack always coming back
Taking control of myself
Control, control
I'm losing control
Anxiety building within me
Hoping he's the one I hurt
I feel myself slipping away, slipping away
Lullaby's tell everything
You should ever know
Lullaby's show everything
Everything so cold
Fighting attack, yet I'm falling back
I'm going back to hell
Panic attack always coming back
Taking control of myself
Control, control
I've lost control
Fighting attack, yet I'm falling back
I'm going back to hell
I'll attack, always coming back
Taking control of myself
Control, control, control, control
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My Secret
Come see my secret
I found her torn up
Lying near her clothes
She looks so soft
But she was lost
No one knows she's here
I heard screaming
I thought I was dreaming
I love to listen to the night
Sometime after I walked in that pasture
You were hiding and alone
Alone, alone
I can't believe I love you
You're so cold and alone
I can't believe they don't love you
They don't know you at all
What do I do I can't love you
You're so distant & alone
You were far from home
Out all alone
Don't you know it's bad to be alone
Alone, alone
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My Valentine
Butterflies and dirty flies
Won't you be my valentine
Mother hates you, father hates you
Won't you be my valentine
Candy kisses and bloody fists
Won't you be my valentine
Love songs, someone dies
Won't you be my valentine
Murder me I'm just lonely
Why don't you want me
Murder me, I'm so lonely
Why don't you murder me
You're my valentine
Valentine, my valentine
Valentine
So you want me shallow
So you love me hollow
So you want me shallow
Then look away like the deformed wreck I am
Beat me like the dirty side within
I just can't be like all of them
So leave me, you just leave me
Passionate lovers go away
I fear for the lives of you
Passionate lovers stay away
I hate to say, I hate to say
You hate me, hate me, hate me
I want you
You hate me, hate me, hate me
I need you
You hate me, hate me, hate me
I love you
You hate me, hate me, hate me
My valentine, valentine
My valentine, valentine
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Black-Eyed Blue
My little black-eyed Blue
Did you go to the park
What happened to you
Did your day turn dark
Day turn dark, turn dark
My little black-eyed Blue
Why did you try to stay
When it got to you
Did you go away
Go away, away
Away, away
My little black-eyed Blue
I hate to see you cry
What did he do
Did you die inside
Die inside, inside
Inside, inside
Don't you need it
Sacrifice it
Know you hate it
Do you deserve it
Don't you need it
Sacrifice it
Know you hate it
Do you deserve it
Don't you need it
Sacrifice it
Know you hate it
Do you deserve it
Do you deserve it
Do you deserve it
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15. |
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I WANT ANOTHER
written by: Jerry Howard / Chris Howard
Life is so good, life
So much happiness
I want another
Life, so much joy, life
So beautiful
I want another
There’s so little pain in the world
Nothing ever goes wrong
I want another
I want another and another, another, another...
So deal with it
So live with it
But I have always wanted one
And I have so much love to give
I want another
Holding you in my arms now screaming
Ripped from the womb
I want another
Life is so good, life
So much happiness
I want another
Do you think they will survive
Or want to be alive?
I want another
I want another and another, another, another...
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Why do you build me up
Just to take me down
Loneliness killing me
What do you want from me
Can you feel my cold breath on your neck
Twisting, turning the knife in my back
Your smile pulls me in to oblivion
Trying not to make the same mistake
Nail polish is chipping off
Mascara's running down
This stained slip just won't do
How can I get to you
Can you feel my cold breath on your neck
Twisting, turning the knife in my back
You only loved yourself ... room for no one else
Macabre fantasy, turned reality
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